It's beautiful

I really wanted to write a beautiful song
But I have no reason so I'm pretending I'm not alone
I'm a fish trying to fly with a stolen wings
That I bought to the mermaid who sells the drugs in this sea

Let me sing my tears, it's beautiful
Let me cry my fears, it's beautiful

It's so cold, so cold that it burns
This blue fire growing close to my lung
I want to taste the blood of a butterfly
A toad told me once that is the best way to get high

Let me write my tears, it's beautiful
Let me drown on my fears, it's beautiful

I don't want to reach the sky
I just want to touch the sun

Why are you looking at me like that
Your eyes tell me that you love me so hard
I like your lies, please come and tell me more
But care, you can cut your feet with the broken smiles on the floor

I trade you my tears, it's beautiful
For some hopeful dream, it's beautiful
Let me show you my fears, they're beautiful
You must hold your breath, it's beautiful

I don't want to reach the sky
I just want to touch the sun
I don't want to reach the sky
I just want to touch the sun